Claire Margaret
So I missed out on publishing a new blog post last Thursday and 2 days ago, but
I can explain!!! I was having a tough week last week, my bipolar had hit a low,
everything was effort, I stopped eating, my unit I live in went to a mess and it
was my dad's 2 year death anniversary on the Friday 7th March, I also sunk as
low as self-harming super ficially because I believed my unit was haunted and
had negative energy and that had transferred into my body so I had to bleed it
out probably because I hadn't really taken my medication for 2 weeks, so I ended
up in st.vincents psychiatric ward in Melbourne and only got out the other day,
so yeah I think that's a good enough explanation as to why I haven't published
any new blog posts. So now that we are finally here, where do I begin? What
should I talk about this time? I start at RMIT UNIVERSITY of Melbourne in July
this year '2025' for 12 months and I have asked myself all year if it's a good
time to start because I have my community corrections order and treatment order
I have to comply with as well as judicial monitoring until February next year
'2026'. But honestly I think I've complied enough since November last year
'2024' that they will work with me because of the progress I have made, like
literally everything I do gets documented and I am giving a report every 3
months when I have judicial monitoring, so surely they can meet me half way
right? Anyways I'm going to be doing a check in video once a week on Instagram
for anyone who wants to come follow it's called
'clairesjourneytoabetterlife'.... My Facebook page has been paused or something
so I have to find out why and figure out how to fix it so I can post regularly
on that again. I've thought about starting up a YouTube account but still asking
myself what for. I have been thinking about my blog and I would really
appreciate if people could leave a comment or contact me on
clairesweeney50@gmail.com with ideas and suggestions on what you want to hear
from me in my blog posts so I'm not talking about the same thing or going on a
pointless ramble... Like do you want to know more about my diagnosis's because I
have multiple I am considered a "complex patient", do you want to hear more
about my addiction? Do you want to hear about my grief process after loosing my
dad 2 years ago because he shot up a heap of methamphetamine, drank a litre of
vodka and cut a main artery in the leg because he probably kicked his window and
bled out, because that really messed me up until a few months ago when I let a
little bit of it go? Or do you want to know about my pop dying Infront of me and
how that led to my meth addiction? How about my teenage years where it all began
for me and my addiction? Or the first time I experienced psychosis and
personality swaps around 8 years old? What about my spiritual opinion on things
and experiences? How about a run through of my childhood, well what I can
remember about it? So yeah please let me know by commenting or emailing me or
sending me a snap on Snapchat, Instagram, Facebook or on this blog post. Next
post will be Thursday 20th March between 1pm-5pm. If not I will decide what I
should share with those who follow my journey. Have a great weekend!!! Claire Xo
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