Claire's Journey... Raw, Real & Honest. Not for anyone under the age of 18.

Claire Margaret Joined a schizophrenic Facebook group for support ect. Maybe meet some like minded people… I’m not trying to be rude or judgemental with what I’m about to say but i honestly question if majority of the people on this group actually have schizophrenia with some of the things that are said or asked… either that or my experiences with living with schizophrenia are really bad and intense 😳🤷‍♀️😅 like I can’t not take my meds or miss even one depot injection each month because I become so severely unwell that my reality is beyond distorted and at times I get “schizophrenic rage” and always end up in the psych ward in AME which is the acute part security gets called on me everyday multiple times a day I get put into seclusion for hours and injection after injection like I have been physically and chemically restrained so many times when I am unwell and to be honest I can’t even remember half of it I just wake up one day and go where the fuck am I then it’s oh I’m in ...

Claire Margaret Hello... Happy Sunday everyone! Lately I have been reflecting on alot of things in my life such as relationships, who i am as a person (still trying to figure that one out) and how much I have grown in the last 16 months since I decided to uproot my whole entire life and move to the city. I would have to say the most hardest part about moving away from my "friends" and what little family I have left, and I say 'what little family I have left' because i sabotaged multiple relationships with some of my loved ones through my past actions and behaviours and caused alot of heartache and unfortunately I haven't rekindled them as of yet, however I do hold onto hope and pray everyday that with time things will heal and we will come together again... anyways the hardest thing I have found since moving away over a year maybe year and half ago now was learning to sit with loneliness, learning to be in my own company, at first I hated it, now I have days whe...